Hard day....

Lately i have been having a really tough time.......

Maybe its work.........

Maybe its the fact that I don't really sleep....

or maybe its the fact that I am stressed over the wedding....

 But today I'm not particularly happy with myself

                     I mean I know who I am 

 I know that I'm a good person 

                               but when I look in the mirror it makes me cry

 because the person who is looking back at me isn't me 

                                or the person I think I am.

 I'm not who I have always been.

                                            but the one thing that keeps me going 

is knowing that i have someone who 

LOVES ME!

Brad loves me!!!

I need to remember that he chose me

 and

 that he wants me at my best but he also wants me at 

my funniest 

               my loudest

my saddest

                               my laziest and 

my worst! 

He chose me! 

And HE LOVES ME!!!! 

That is what makes it all worth it!!!